Archive for the ‘Constant Pain’ category

Fatigue Monster

October 5, 2012

The BIG, BAD, Fatigue Monster has me again.  After having injections in my hip I got a virus that made me so sick for 4 days, then the fatigue monster took over and I can’t seem to shake it.  It has been a week since I first got sick with the virus and I am still so fatigued that I can barely get up much less STAY UP all day.  I have been sleeping 12 to 16 hours at a time and then taking a nap during the day as well.  I told my husband that I am so ready to get back to my “normal sick”.  With my chronic illness I am in constant pain and fatigue with numerous other symptoms and when I get an illness on top of that it is almost more than I can take.  I am even ready to get back to my “normal sick”.  I told my husband that it is weird to want to get back to ONLY being chronically ill.  Does that mean that I am ok with it or have accepted being chronically ill??  NO!!!  I still don’t like it one bit and I still haven’t accepted it, but it is what I am used to since I have been chronically ill with Severe Fibromyalgia for over 10 years now.  All I can say is the Fatigue Monster better watch out and go away soon or I will have my friends, family, and my fibro friends kick his butt!!

Steroid Shots for Pain

September 30, 2012

I had steroid shots placed in the bursa area of my hip on Thursday to see if it would help with my hip pain.  I had developed pain with walking and it felt like it was bone on bone.  X-rays showed that my hip was ok.  The specialist put multiple steroid injections around the area of pain.  I could tell by the next day that it was helping, which was wonderful!!!  The drawbacks or side-effects of the shots were:  I was so wide awake that I only slept a total of 3 hours for 2 nights straight, my Fibro fog increased, the site was fairly swollen, bruised and painful, and it caused my Fibro to flare this weekend.  The GOOD news again is that it reduced the pain in my hip area so I no longer have the terrible pain when walking.  It is sad that so many things start flares in people with Fibromyalgia (meaning that their Fibro symptoms get worse).  Even treatment like steroid shots to help with hip pain start flares that make your Fibro worse.  I am thankful for any help I can get to reduce pain or increase energy, even at the cost of going through a Fibro Flare.  I don’t always…… but I want to try to look at the positives in my life.  May you be pain-free and have extra energy!

My Faithful Friend – Emily

September 24, 2012

This is our Cocker Spaniel, Emily.  She is 13 years old and we have had her for 8 years.  Emily is a rescue dog.  We had a dog, Watson, at the time and thought he needed someone to play with besides our family.  I found a Cocker Spaniel on line at a place called Pets and People that rescued dogs for placement in good homes.  The Cocker Spaniel was a male named Suds, so I went after work the next day to get him.  He was out for grooming that day so I was starting to leave and return the next day when the lady said “We just received another Cocker Spaniel yesterday… would you like to take a look at her?”.  I said sure since I didn’t care of the sex of the dog, but I really wanted another Cocker Spaniel.  We had a Cocker Spaniel years before and she was an angel.  The lady brough the dog out and she was the UGLIEST dog I had ever seen.  They had just picked her up off the streets of a neighboring town and she was so malnourished that most of her hair had fallen out.  What hair she had left was long, stringy strands of bright red hair.  She was so skinny you could see her complete bone structure of her back, ribs, etc.  I was surprised the dog was standing.  They had to of seen the surprise on my face, but asked “Would you like to take her for a walk?”  I agreed and when I took hold of the leash the ugly, malnourished Cocker Spaniel held her head high and walked like she was royalty.  We walked down the pathway and I stopped and petted her for a few minutes and noticed she had the prettiest, brown eyes I had ever seen.  We instantly fell in love with each other and she became my best friend.  When we went back in I said “I want her!”  On the way home I put her in the front passengers seat on a nice, soft towel.  About 5 minutes into a 40 minute drive home she moved over right up against me and laid her head on my shoulder.  When we got home I gave her a bath and she was right at home.  My husband and our boys looked at her with the same shock that I did when I first saw her, but they fell in love with her as well.  We fattened her up in no time, her hair grew back more of a blondish red and she has been princess in our house ever since.  She takes every step that I take and when I am sick she stays in my bedroom the entire time.  I was in bed for 2 years at one time and Emily stayed with me only going out when my husband or boys took her outside to go to the bathroom.  She is my FAITHFUL FRIEND.

Fibromyalgia is a PAIN!!!

September 18, 2012

This is SO true!!  I haven’t had a second without pain in years.  Constant pain and fatigue is very draining on your body, mind, and soul.  I would give almost anything to have one day without pain and fatigue.  I am praying for a cure or at least medicine that will help me someday.  If you are out there struggling with fibromyalgia or another illness, just know that there are others out here that know what you are experiencing.  We are in this together and we need to encourage one another to live life to the fullest.

Blessings to you and your family.  Please feel free to comment.

I’m a Chronic Illness Warrior!!

September 12, 2012

Living a life of chronic illness can be really draining and it steals a lot of our lives.  I try to stay positive and push myself to do as much as I can.  Somedays my body just feels like staying in bed.  I feel like I have the flu, with fatigue, and severe pain.  I try to get up and do something – ANYTHING – to get out of bed.  I find this gives me a little energy, makes me feel better mentally, and I can help around the house as well.  Sometimes I water my flowers, sometimes “play in my flowerbed”, do a little housework, visit my Mother-in-Law, or have lunch with a friend.  I haven’t been able to get out and shop recently due to my back and hip issues, so I feel a little home bound.  Let’s pray that we all have less pain and extra energy!!  Blessings!

Play Time for this Fibro Girl

August 29, 2012

I was able to play in the backyard today!!  I “played” by adding some mulch to my flower beds and transplanting a few flowers.  When I am able to do this I am as excited as I used to be when it was RECESS time at elementary school.  Wasn’t recess the best!  I can remember the merry-go-round, swings, tether ball, see-saw, etc.  I am so thankful to God for giving me this “play time”.  It let’s me get some exercise, breathe some fresh air, feel good about getting something accomplished, and enjoy watching the dogs chase squirrels.  I need to live where the weather is moderate most of the time with low humidity so it is easier for me to get outside.  In Oklahoma we have ice, snow, and blizzards in the winter with temperatures getting below zero some, in the summer we have temperatures over 100 degrees with humidity so high it is difficult to breathe, we have tornadoes, and now earthquakes.  The cold sets off my fibro giving me more pain, weather fronts give me more pain, and heat and humidity give me more fatigue.  I still have constant pain and fatigue every minute of the day, but the weather has a big effect on my body.

So……. where should I live??

Nap Time!

August 28, 2012

 

I went to my rheumatologist yesterday and my pain level was high.  He gave me a pain shot to help relieve my pain.  It helped but it took it longer than normal.  My wonderful Mother-in-law came over and did housework for me.  Love her so much!  Today my pain has been low and my energy is ok, so I ran a couple of errands that are close to home.  Now it’s time for my daily rest/nap!!


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